I'm BACK!!!

Did anyone miss me?? I'm sure that no one miss me here, it's because no one knows about this blog 'cept me. Quite ironic isn't it?? Why do I blog these thoughts of mine when I don’t want to share it. Maybe because I’m scared of what other people may think of me. And I’m even not at ease when somebody is angry at me, especially when I love that person so much, I can't stand the fact the he/she is angry of me, that is why I do everything I can to make my life or relationship less troublesome as possible, I don’t want to be involved in any conflicts. But the fact is I can’t really do that, I mean I can’t make conflicts in life disappear. It is by conflicts that people grow and it is by conflicts that people learn experience from.

Last night my girlfriend was angry at me, she was so mad that I didn’t get the chance to know what it that I did wrong is. I only want to play a game for a short time then i could get back on texting her. I played the game then it all happened, it’s like I lit a fuse that made her explode, maybe my timing of asking permission to play was way off maybe that is the reason why she is angry at me. I don’t know, I couldn’t tell she was so pissed I don’t know what I'll say to calm her down. All I ask was a little time, a little understanding on her part. And I’m not saying any negative feedback to her but she's putting words on my mouth. I love her too much that I don’t think of the things she said to me. I sure hope that she realize that I love her unconditionally whatever her traits are, whatever imperfections she have and whatever she think of me last night..... I love her just the same.

There’s no such thing as a perfect relationship. Popular culture likes to insist that there is, be it in books, comics, movies, or some other form of media. The reality, of course, is that relationships do have conflicts sooner or later; the real question isn’t so much how long until one hit that conflict, but rather how the people involved then deal with its resolution. I surely hope we can find a solution for this problem soon.

langga I love u poh (--,)